As I was babysitting two little boys the other day, I was reminded of how amazing child-like faith is, they believe everything you say, and completely trust you, they think you're so smart, and know so much (even if in your mind you're thinking, hmm, this is a harder question than most grown ups ask me!). The little 3 year old was asking me lots of questions... "Who built this house?", me: "oh, I don't know. But it was a strong man!" :) him: "Who made the trees?", me (thinking to myself, yes! This is my opportunity!): "God made the trees", him: "who? God?", me: "yes!", him: "is He strong?", me: "yes, He is!"... I don't think this little boy has ever really heard God's name...I was a little surprised.
He didn't question me though, even if he didn't understand who God is. He trusted... And I pray by God's grace that He would plant a little seed in his heart to want to know more about this God who made the trees, and that he would ask his parents, causing them to search also.
That's the way we need to be toward God, in complete trust. There are so many things that I don't understand, and I can really over-think them, causing me to ask "why?" questions. But, oh! We do not need to ask "why"! Because in God's Word He has given us every answer we need pertaining to life and godliness! I know in my own life I have sometimes neglected reading God's Word, because I thought I knew a fair enough amount... Now, it's not that I didn't think I could learn more, by no means, but I didn't have the motivation to make time in my busy schedule.
Oh friend, don't do this, it will only cause you to become distant from Him. Even if you have to get up extra early, do it!! It's so refreshing, and rejuvenating, and your love for Him will grow so much. You will want to share what you're learning in His Word with everyone, and do it, don't be shy (like me:p)! And the most assuring thing is God is in control, just like that little boy trusted me that God made the trees, so we must trust God to bring us through whatever we are struggling with.
Isn't he an amazing creator God?! Really just stop and think about it, trees are super amazing aren't they? There are so many kinds... And God made them! It wasn't by just random chance, it was planned, to bring God glory! I know it can seem like something so simple...but whenever I really stop and think about it, I'm overwhelmed and have to praise God.
This is one of my favorite Psalms...
"The heavens declare the glory of
God,
and
the sky above
proclaims his handiwork.
Day to day pours out speech,
and
night to night reveals knowledge.
There is no speech, nor are there words,
whose
voice is not heard.
Their voice
goes out through all the earth,
and
their words to the end of the world.
In them he has set a tent for the sun,
which comes out like a bridegroom leaving
his chamber,
and,
like a strong man, runs its course with joy.
Its rising is from the end of the
heavens,
and
its circuit to the end of them,
and
there is nothing hidden from its heat.
The law
of the Lord is perfect,
reviving
the soul;
the testimony of the Lord is sure,
making
wise the
simple;
the precepts of
the Lord are right,
rejoicing
the heart;
the commandment of the Lord is pure,
enlightening
the eyes;
the fear of the Lord is clean,
enduring
forever;
the rules
of the Lord are true,
and
righteous altogether.
More to be
desired are they than gold,
even
much fine
gold;
sweeter also than honey
and
drippings of the honeycomb.
Moreover, by them is your servant
warned;
in
keeping them there is great reward.
Who can
discern his errors?
Declare
me innocent from hidden faults.
Keep back your servant also from presumptuous sins;
let
them not have dominion over me!
Then I shall be blameless,
and
innocent of great transgression.
Let the words of my mouth and the meditation
of my heart
be
acceptable in your sight,
O Lord, my rock and my redeemer."
Psalm 19